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I think it is the best primary research for the examples of my own delusion of being persecuted. In life I will think of the worst of all things, and I will do my best to avoid these things from happening. Although there are many unlucky things and things that I fear may not happen, I will wonder if it happened because I had thought about it but I didn't avoid it and these happened so I would blame myself. But if it didn't happen, I would be glad that I had escaped, so I would feel the rest of my life. My feelings of fear and anxiety make me feel that my heart is burning, my body and limbs are insecure, my hands and feet are often cold, excessive anxiety will make me insomnia, and frequent anorexia makes my body more and more The thinner. These make my brain think about what might happen next, so sometimes I am very forgetful or remember certain things very well.

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1 I am not confident about my own figure. I think my own body is very thin. Whenever I go out, I see people who are drunk or take the initiative to talk to me on the side of the road when I go out. Just go back and imagine that I will be hurt by them, robbed or beaten by them. This has caused me to dare not look at other people or wear fashionable clothes. It makes me hate my body and makes me hate my preference for beautiful things.

2 Whenever I see a store under renovation on the side of the road, there are usually large shelves to assist in the renovation. I would imagine whether there might be tools or rubbish flying from a distance or falling from the sky to hurt me.

3 When I saw a tramp on the side of the road, if I looked at them, I would think that he would haunt me, and if I didn't give him money, he would kill me directly.

4 Whenever I watch a horror movie, I think my fear will reach its peak. I want to hurt me when I see anything. I am afraid of the light flashing and flashing. I am afraid of the computer suddenly turning on. Makes me scared if any ghosts pass by.

5 I would get into the quilt when I was sleeping. If the parts of my body were exposed to the outside, I would think that there would be a big cutting machine to cut off my body. Or someone will hold my limbs.

6 When I sit in a chair, I wonder if it is possible that my stool will suddenly disconnect and I will fall off the stool and get injured.

7 I will feel that someone behind me is looking at me at any time. If I say that there is nothing behind me, I will feel that someone is behind me, ready to kill me without paying attention.

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